By Scott “Scooter” Hedtke
Suicide why do it?
Because we are all going to die and I for one
want to control that variable, so why not sooner?
Because people care about you
is the response to be sure.
Does that really matter when you’re six feet under?
The only aspect is what is after death?
Nobody has come back to tell us what it is like.
Maybe if enough people die someone will come back
Why shouldn’t I make my contribution to science?
Religion and God
Heaven and Hell
or recycling till all is nght
But people love you, people care
Maybe yes but there are also people
who control, manipulate, used and abused me
And only I can judge.
I weigh the scales as I see fit
Only I can judge what is good and what is bad.
What harms me and what benefits me
People don’t understand that I control
how I feel, how depressed or how happy.
I am the ruler of my domain
The only variables that exist are by my own doing
Oh how sad it is to see little people scurrying
from place to place without a purpose.
Only the variables I cannot control
TIME and CHAOS
Because Time brings age and
Chaos is unstoppable
We are all going to die.